Boredom

I think my boredom is related to the lack of excitement and variety in life. On one hand, it is better to get used to a non exciting life and easily detach oneself from all of it ie take a more spiritual approach to life.  On the other hand, it is getting difficult to repeat the same thing day in day out and get frustrated with the mundane lifestyle. 

I will have to find a path that will get me out of this frustration. I think the path is visible but I am hesitant to take the first step for the fear that it is a path of no return. Sometimes, the fear is associated because we are going against the core values of oneself. 

My mind has always been divided in the thoughts and perceptions. One day I want a new expensive stuff, the next day I want to renounce. The day I realise which one of the thoughts are more close to my core value, I would have discovered myself. I have to wait until I discover myself to step into the path of no return for I will have no regrets then. It is like knowing the unknown.
May be the excitement in discovering myself is the remedy for my boredom!!